party store = best blog ever

i have to say i enjoy reading this blog more than all others. it is awesome. good job, party store.

what is going on, tin? where are you? where have you been? are you trapped in one-on-one mode, i know that mode. there's never a good time to break away. or when you do break away, you need to be aloooonnnneee for real. no calls, just clear your own head. so no time for calling me. i need it, maybe, i don't know. call me though, tin. i have to make my own amends to you. are you angry that i was out of touch? we're always out of touch to some degree. i'm out of touch, you're out of touch, and i'm out of my head when you're not around. well when not around for long extended remix periods.

i have two late revelations to add to my kiiiirs thinking. probably more, but these are the two important ones right now.

1. a possible roadblock to our long-term happiness: she was somewhat a prude in terms of gender roles in the bedroom. yeah, i know. big fucking deal? i don't know. i am a little bitch sometimes, and she would have needed to treat me like one from time to time. definitely not every time, and definitely not out of the bedroom. but yhou know, there's that.

(why is it a big deal if i wanna try your underpants on? our asses are the same size, so no stretching, and your underpants were always so scrumptious. whhy not have fun with it? laugh at me if you want, laugh with me, it's fun. i have no idea bout her ideas on pegginggigng a guy, the roadblock at underpants junction kept me from making it to the strap-on inquiry district. oh and this is another thing i want to rant about, not about kiirrs but just about men/women in general. why is it that anything a woman could possibly be into in the bedroom is automatically not a big deal. i mean, there's one explanation, guys are comoplete fucking sluts and will do anything a girl asks for. but so many things make a dude a weirdo, and i'm into all of themm. so i have to find a woman who's completelyopenminded. who i also get along with on the kiirs level? it is not easy or fair :( :( :( :( :( :(

2. i never knew how fucking lonely i'd been for years until i had her and then lost her.